Somewhere Over The Rainbow

Don't pay no mind to demons
They fill you with fear

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I've been settling scores
I've been fighting so long
But I've lost your war
And our kingdom is gone

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My soul–it died in Armageddon,
My soul–it died from your love,
You're bringin' these plagues on me,
You brought me to my knees from your love

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Shatter every window til it's all blown away
Every brick, every board, every slamming door blown away

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Hearing you say it, I could die
Trembling star, just reminds me

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Every night, every day
Making plans for your escape
All you love you destroy
Everyone is your toy

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Thunder, lightning, then rain
Imagine you lying here again
Trying to get me out of here
Trying to get me back to you
You were always on the line
I was always in the air

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Every day you used to pray
Listen to the black raven sing
You wanted to believe
As you were falling to your knees
Struggling to stand
With your life in your hand
The sad last stand of a broken man

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Comes the morning with sorrow
Smile with a heart full of tears
Nathalie comes the ones of tomorrow
With the fireflies there

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What if we left every moment that we could spare
and the perfect song will end up being the last song you'll ever hear

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Rest your head now little girl
You’re on your way now
Open your mind up to the sky
And fly away now
You’ve got nothing to prove
You've got no one to hurt you
You got no one to pull you down push you around
Make you frown and cry
You are alone now

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Hickory dickory dock
The mouse ran up the clock
The clock struck one
The mouse ran down
Hickory dickory dock

Şimdilik

Bazen çok kalabalık oluyorum. Yalnız olduğumu unutuyorum. Sonra bir anda bütün sesler kesiliyor, kalıyorum ortada bomboş.
Son zamanlardaki yeni favorim, yumuşacık çileğim. Her gece sarılıp yatmıyorum belki çocukluğumda yaptığım gibi ama hep kolumun uzanabileceği mesafede tutuyorum, olur da yine boşlukta kalırsam ona tutunurum diye.
Sağlıklı bir birey olduğumu iddia edecek değilim. Kimseye zararım da yok diye düşünüyorum. Kimseye yararım da yok bu aralar. Sadece varım bir yerlerde, bir zamanlarda.

Bu arada "nüans" kelimesini, bildiğim halde, yanlış kullandığımı farkettim. Gözümden iyice düştüm. Bu da benim hayatım şimdilik hadi bakalım.